Struggling

  • The thought of maybe being a good person is what keeps me trying to be a good person” — Rue said it in Euphoria’s finale, and it hasn’t left Georgiev since. This isn’t about being good or bad. It’s about the space between them, where nothing’s decided yet. A boy from a fishing village in…

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  • In this article, Georgiev points to the fact that nobody teaches us how to become ourselves. Rather, they only teach us how they survived becoming themselves. For him, everything after that is translation. Today’s stream of consciousness follows someone he calls Bear Boy – the Stranger within the Stranger – and the invisible inheritance we…

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  • What if the future isn’t arriving at all? What if it’s already here and it’s being assembled quietly, through images, habits, algorithms, and expectations, and sold back to us as something inevitable? This time, Georgiev follows a suspicion that took root in his mind: perhaps advertising doesn’t describe reality and perhaps it only creates the…

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  • Every man imagines the man he wants to become, but few are those who sit long enough with the man they already are. In this blog, Georgiev struggles with what he’s been thinking about lately: whether masculinity is ambition, sacrifice, discipline, freedom — or simply accepting that life doesn’t always unfold the way we imagined.…

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  • The Apology…

    DABOISASTRGLEDT – by Ivaniel “Ivo” Georgiev I don’t know about this one, DABOIS. I was supposed to upload something today, but I haven’t finished the article I was preparing. These last couple of months were tough, and the hardship continues. It’s not the right moment to discuss it. It’s really not. And I don’t know…

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  • Gandhi’s famous words aren’t a comfort – they’re a demand. This week, Georgiev dissects a phrase about what real change actually requires: not posts or protests, but the brutal work of transformation when no one’s watching. He tears apart the gap between who we claim to be and who we actually are – the lies…

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  • Georgiev dissects a failed date and the chronic self-sabotage that follows him through every connection he attempts. Drawing parallels to Punch-Drunk Love’s Barry Egan, he confesses to years of lying—small lies that shaped his mouth until even truth hesitated on the way out. The essay spirals through dating, loneliness, and the exhausting performance of being…

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